Overall yesterday was not too bad!! Now mind you, I would much rather be at home with my sweet baby going through our normal Christmas traditions but we aren't, so I am trying to make the most of being here! Jagger was here yesterday for awhile so that was nice! It does make me sad because you can tell he is a little nervous around me but goodness who wouldn't be? I mean Im laid up in bed almost 30lbs heavier than what I was 3 days ago. I cry almost every time I look in the mirror so I have decided its best to not even look! I know its only temporary! So anyways, Jagger, claire, Gigi, and Pa were here for the morning and I was so grateful! Jagger made reindeer water bottles for all the nurses and they love them!! He enjoys getting to talk to the nurses! Everything was good until they had to leave and then I absolutely felt like someone was taking a knife and cutting my heart out! It was so hard to watch my baby leave this room( it makes me cry writing about it). God has given me a lot of strength through this but I feel that is one spot I am still lacking in! After they left all i could do was cry, but I feel like I deserve that! :) once I got settled down I felt better because I knew mom and dad were coming which made me very happy! There is something about having your momma around that just makes things better! I couldn't do this with out Matthew but when it comes to some things a girl just needs her mom- especially an only child girl!
Matthew and I ended up watching a movie and then when mom and dad got here we just hung out for awhile, and then the best thing ever-I got to shower and wash my hair! I promise this is something I will never take for granted again! It was tough and take a lot of energy but I felt so good after!
So not too much excitement went on for the day! The doctor was happy with my labs, not much change going on! Hudson is doing amazing and its just a waiting game to see how long God has him planned to stay in there! Many are asking what they can do and all we can say is pray! We feel the prayers and know they are working! God is here with us and we couldn't make it without him!
Hope everyone had a blessed morning!
Sending you lots of prayers. I had preeclampsia with my last pregnancy and it's super scary. I was a swollen mess around 26 weeks but my blood pressure was fine until 38 weeks. We delivered right away and hubby missed the birth. It wasn't the birth plan I had in my mind but in the end we were both okay. Stay strong!
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